Thursday, August 5, 2010

Holy City - Place of Power!


The story continues from the previous two blogs....


It was Friday evening, the Jewish Sabbath and the first day of Pesach (Passover). I Am in the Holy City of Jerusalem and I left you as I was walking towards the Western Wall, the Wailing Wall, the only original part of the Sacred Temple of King David.


Not only was it historically and religiously of great importance, it was built in an area of the city that is one of the most powerful energy centres of the localised Earth Grid. The wall now partly acts as a retaining wall for the foundations of Temple Mount, upon which sits, the Islamic sacred site of Al Aqsa Mosque. An interesting ‘game’ of power to ‘govern’ this vortex of energy, between two faiths, that come from the same father, Abraham!


Within the telluric Earth Grids of Yerushalayem, there are powerful spiraling energies that have been accessed as portals to other dimensions. Some of them lay dormant, some are being misused, some continue to be in need of clearing and a few have the potential possibility of pure crystalline spinning unity! There are many Lightworkers who are called to these places of power, within the Grids of Gaia, and some who even choose to be born there. Like others, I may not see the whole picture or understand the why’s and wherefore’s, but the inner ‘calling’ to weave my light at these sacred power points, is so strong that to ignore it becomes incredibly uncomfortable; with a faith beyond logic, that has me know where to be and when!


There are always those who have gone before, those will come after and those who may be ‘working’ along side you, unbeknown to each other! I am grateful and love you all. There are those of us whose role it is to be physically in certain locations, as crystalline transmitter’s and receiver’s of the energetic flow and those who support from afar....and then, of course, there are the multitude of Angelics, Masters and Source, that flow in unison with us, according to our own will being aligned with the will of Divinity! Suffice to say, there is so much more to share on many levels and I am assured that you shall feel your own truth when you are ready.


So I am standing in the large square in front of The Wall, hundreds of people milling around, coming and going, gathering in groups, entering the sanctum of prayer; an area closer to the wall, which is split into a narrow area for women and a larger area for men. A little giggle inside says that women have less n

eed to pray, as many indigenous people’s say, women don’t need to drum, for they already know the heartbeat of Mother Earth! The truth is for each to discern; all I know is that my prayer must come from the clear feelings of a loving heart. Perhaps women must now drum in unison with the men, to recreate and regenerate the heartbeat of unity?

I find a spot at the centre of the square and stand still within my own inner silence. To most, I would appear to be just watching, but those who can ‘see’, would notice how people naturally left space around me, choosing to change direction or move away, allowing me to feel freer to gently expand my field. I began to move into the sacred play of energetically diving deep, to the crystalline core of Mother Earth and flying high, to the direct Source of All.


For those of you who have been with me from the beginning, you may remember that I spent a month before coming to Israel, preparing my own Eletro-Magnetic Field and MerKaBa of Light, specifically aligning with the Earth and Cosmic Grids of these Holylands; working with energetic templates, sacred geometries, sound, light and movement, clearing, strengthening, balancing, re-callibrating..... In my teachings I share some of this work, for others to expand their own ability to effectively awaken these codes of light and sound within, all in preparation for these changing times, for 2012 and beyond!


Having spent a month before coming and then a week with the Shaman bottle-nosed Dolphins of Eilat, I felt strengthened, encouraged, attuned and ready for the work I was called to do here in this holy place of power. There was also a part of me feeling a few threads of apprehension and fear at what may be brought to the surface for clearing and release; breaking through to new initiatory levels! Through these many weeks of preparation, I had experienced some deep and penetrating emotions, that had me bawling my eyes out, shaking with grief, terrified with fear - I am ever grateful to my breath, the Breath of the Universe, leading me through these Gateways, into an even vaster awareness of the One Heart of Pure Love and Joyful Peace!


....and there is always more! As we clear our own personal fields and raise our vibration, we assist in clearing our families, our ancestors, the collective consciousness of humanity, of the earth and beyond. So the next time you feel a deep emotion, ask yourself, ‘how much of this is mine and how much is because I am feeling the collective energies?’ We are all making a difference simply through this awareness, by staying unattached and working on ourselves. So, this is a slight insight into my own journey to being here in the Holylands this time. Like many, I know I have been here in other lifetimes and know there are more personal reasons for my presence, as well as the knowledge that I have agreed to return, as one of many Lightworkers, in service to the whole.


I set a diamond template of Light above and below the place I have stood and make my way towards the female section of prayer. Adjusting my scarf to cover my head, I humbly enter and slowly make my way through the women to the wall. There are those in silent prayer, some reading out loud, others outwardly grieving, none with a look of serenity and love. Through a high speed slide show of inner eye images, I saw the faces of worshippers from many faith, all in serious pursuit of Godliness, seeming to lack light and love within their eyes. I saw how many go to their places of worship with their worries, fears and burdens of life and few who are simply in devotion. The higher frequencies of Pure Loving Joy were missing....


As I reached the wall, I put one hand on the stones, leaning my head against it. My other hand was clasping a rose quartz heart against my own heart, amplifying and strengthening a connection to the One Heart. Having aligned to specific energetic geometries, I surrendered, allowing myself to be a conduit of transmutation, transformation and rebalance. Within seconds I felt an almost overwhelming wave of grief bursting through every part of me.


I continued to breath deeply and silently up and down through my

chakric column and deep into my heart centre. Multi-dimensional templates of sound and light were spinning through every cell and molecule, expanding the contracted energy and increasing the frequencies of liquid light! Through the deep pains and wounds of the past, feelings of nausea and a disgusting putrid taste had me almost faint, but I began to gently chant sounds of light that were penetrating through the surface of the wall and soon I was floating on an Ocean of Love! ‘The show’ was a marvel to feel and experience, despite the intensity of energy in motion! There were horrific images to release, visions to expand, keys to activate and so much more.... It was done! Before leaving, I placed the programmed rose quart heart in a small hole out of obvious view.....


As I walked toward the same spot in the square, I noticed how it was still clear of people and watched the spinning light grid shimmering above. I had received additional activations of light and sound through the earth portal and the timeless knowledge that was encased within the wall. Standing there, once more, I invoked the Oneness, grounding and expanding the new templates of pure crystalline diamond sound and light. For many, this can seem completely far fetched, to others, all in a days work! When you know, you know, although there are also times of doubt, when you feel you may just be making it all up! Thank fully there is enough specific synchronicity and insight, showing the purpose and The Way! Of course, it can seem that nothing has changed, but all things begin in the imagination, which for many of us, is simply the absolute awareness of others dimensions, all affecting each other in the Unified Field and Web of Life!


I took a deep breath of completion, grounding my energies down into the earth, to bring myself more fully present into the 3D world of now! I had no idea how long I had been, having said I would be half an hour and given the intent to let time be divinely guided! I turned to where I had arranged to meet the Jewish gentleman who had invited me to Seder dinner and there he was, standing a few feet behind me. He smiled a broad grin of mischievous joy and humbly nodded his head with ‘shalom, I am Aaaron’. Follow me, he gestured and we slowly made our way through the crowds to the corner of the square where he introduced me to the bright aura of an Austrian woman, Karin, who was also going to join this evenings Pesach dinner. Somehow it was a relief that I was not the only naiive ‘foreigner’, possibly being taken for a ride, but both of us felt there was a genuine authenticity about this man. The discernment of a little fear just keeps us on our toes, alert to all eventualities, with the comfort of trusting in the journey! Our impression was that the dinner was somewhere close by, but as we followed Aaron, at a faster and faster pace, it seemed the destination may allude us.... where on earth are we going...?!



To be continued....



I commend you for reading on and allowing me to share the weavings of each thread! I aspire to inspire you to journey with me and know that what is mine is yours, what is yours is mine - We Are All One!


Sparkles of Joyous Love until another day....


Sunday, August 1, 2010

Holy City - Path of Peace (contd)


I have returned! Yes, I know, few days later than expected, as in the unpredictable world of internet connections, it has been rare to go online at the cafe bar that has become myoffice away from home! I realise that I wandered off the track of ‘sustainability’, right from the start, but the meanderings shall eventually come full circle and show the relevance of this journey to inspire!


Continuing from where I left off on my last post: I was seemingly stranded in Eilat, knowing I had to be in Yerushalayem by nightfall. It was Friday, the Holy Sabbath Day in Judaism, beginning at sunset on Friday and finishing with the setting sun on Saturday. For those of faith, it is not allowed to use any machinery, including transport, so on a normal Sabbath, there would be very little public transport, but today was the first day of Pesach (Passover), one of the most important Jewish holidays, honouring the Exodus of the Israelites from Egypt.



Everyone I spoke to said that it was absolutely impossible to travel today and that I should wait until at least the next day; better still, the next week! My heart felt pulled between disappointment at a lack of natural flow and a determination to open the door of possibility! Within minutes I was in Muslim owned taxi, whisking me off to the edge of town, where I decided the God’s would assist me in a safe and easy passage to the Holy City of Peace! When I told him where I was going, he suggested driving me there, but a six hour taxi fare was definitely way beyond my budget. I was planning on hitching a ride, not something you share with your Mother, until after the adventure! I looked quite incongruous, stood on the roadside, with my bright red suitcase. Gone were the days when I travelled the world with my trusty backpack!


I valiantly put out my thumb at the few passing cars and withdrew it as soon as a taxi slowe

d down. Eagerly I anticipated the perfect ride, trusting the Divine to make all the necessary arrangements! Finally a car pulled over, and I jumped with excitement, until I looked inside and saw four middle-aged men glaring at me! I said out loud, hands thrust in the air, “God, I really trust you, but not quite that much!” With waves of doubt beginning to flow through me, I was surprised at myself, when after twenty more minutes a small car stopped with two young men.

Immediately I knew I was safe and in good hands! ....And this was so! Two students from Italy and Holland, both studying at Haifa University. Their route would take me about a third of The Way, but as we chatted about life, our shared journeys and the possibility of lasting peace, the bond between us

grew into a feeling of ‘soul family on a mission’! I didn’t even realise they’d driven past my drop off point and before I knew it, we were driving along the western shore of the Dead Sea! They’d decided to take me to the Heart of Jerusalem! It was an important journey, following the energy line that weaved it’s way from the Red Sea to the Dead Sea, to the Sea of Galilee! Connecting with the ancient communities of the Essene and to the crystalline minerals of this sacred valley! These Divine Men were Goddess sent!


Many years before, leading a tour group to Jordan and Israel, I’d stayed in the St. George Hotel and I knew I was to return, to retrace a remembrance of where I’d left off! It was thirteen years since I’d stayed there, so you can imagine my amazement when the manager remembered me and invited me to join him for tea. He was a Palestinian Christian, who worked part time as a volunteer for an interfaith peace movement. Apparently even back then, I was spouting the importance of walking a Path of Joyful Peace and he recalled how I had arrived, settled my group and arranged to meet them in a couple of hours, for an evening walking tour of the Old City, taking in Jewish, Muslim and Christian sites!


In this life, I’d never been there before, but I dumped my bags in my room and took flight, walking rapidly through all the narrow, meandering streets, map in hand, ‘radar’ fully functioning, envisioning an easy and interesting route. It was a profound and perfectly guided path, with the company of a sleek black cat surreptitiously leading me all The Way! No-one mentioned the cat until the next morning when it arrived at the beginning of the tour! I’m sure She shape-shifted through dimensions! As I have found in many places to which I’ve been drawn, these twisting streets felt so familiar, that I have no doubt I once knew them like the back of my hand and the cat, felt as if She could have been Me!


Giorgos, the manager and I sat supping tea, speaking of the changes and sadness that was continuing to be perpetuated, with more violence and animosity, despite the wonderful work of many groups and individuals promoting cooperation, mutual respect, equality of life and a path of peace. The drastic measure to build a wall of separation, echoed the repeated patterns of the past, but I have hope and faith that one day we shall all finally see that we are All One. Sometimes the initiations of turmoil, strife and Mother Earth’s churning leads us through the chaos, to be reborn in the fullness of more Love! Each one of us can make all the difference in the world, by simply being our Authentic True Self, whose birthright is to Love, to be at Peace and to Live Life in Joy!


It was not my destiny to stay at St.George’s, despite the generous discount offered, I was to stay in the heart of the Arabic Quarter, close to the suppos’ed resurrection cave of Yeshua (Jesus). Before I left the hotel, I stood observing a large oil painting of St.George and suddenly tingled all over, with his likeness to Archangel Michael, a constant companion to many! Then the realisation struck me what a powerful weekend this was. Not only was it the beginning of Pesach, it was a Full Moon, the Buddhist Wesak Moon, St. George’s Day and to boot it all, the Queen’s Birthday - the latter may seem insignificant, but as she was reigning whilst the lands of Palestine were being divided and taken, it felt relevant! Empires and States of Power have manipulatively sort short term goals, unaware of the bigger picture, the karmic debt, the individual Souls of the Earth and the lack of awareness, that what I do to another, I do to myself, for I Am that, I Am, in the Oneness of All Life!


Before I walked out the door of the hotel, I set a specific template of sacred geometries through and around my field and expanded that gently outward to create a gentle cloak of invisibility and a tracking radar to set me on the most beneficial path, all in accordance for my highest good and the good of all concerned.... Shalom, Salaam, I walk the Way of Love, the Path of Peace! As was my usual way, I focused on staying as present in each moment as possible, a challenging task in the bustling late afternoon commuter traffic of cars, carts and careless passersby, but I have gotten used to listening and trusting the inner guidance of ‘turn left, right, stop, walk further, now, go in, wait.....’ Really, sometimes it’s that simple, at other times I am shown a distinct vision and clear path, but this one step at a time, has had clear teaching for me to be even more present in the gift of now, as well as allowing myself to surrender to letting go of control!


Thankfully, I didn’t have to pull my suitcase too far along the bumpy streets, negotiating a path through an array of curious characters. Admittedly, the messages were not always that clear and I did have a little confusion when I seemed to be ‘sent’ up and down the same street a few of times! I sense these wanderings have their own simplistic and profound lessons in weaving the web of light! The Capitol Hotel was a bit of a dive, with a gruff, angry receptionist insisting that I leave my passport with him for the night for registration, perhaps assurance I would pay up the next day or maybe to copy and steal my identity! Either way, I smiled at him and walked away, not wishing to waste energy on fear or being ‘right’ - Actually, it wasn’t such a big deal as I’m lucky enough to have two passports; a great asset when traveling between nations who lack a little mutual love for one another!


In my sparse room, I unpacked what was necessary and set a mini altar; a habit I’ve had for many years, in order to create ‘home’, to set a sacred space, to hold my energy and as a portal for receiving and transmitting frequencies of light! I sat to meditate on the next step, but within seconds I knew! I readied myself in respectful attire, to go directly to the Western Wall, also known as the Wailing Wall, the only original wall remaining of King David Temple and potently holy to the Jews. A quick look at the map to get my bearings and I was heading out the door, less obvious without a bright red suitcase and appropriately wearing a long dress, long sleeves and head scarf. The cool evening air had me quicken my step, as I went directly to the Damascus Ga

te. As I entered the Old City, I felt myself walking in two worlds! I felt the past becoming the present, the sounds reminding me of other times, the smells recalling distant memories, the faces like shadows of ‘family’ from the past! I walked with purpose and focused intent, having to keep breathing deeply, to keep myself fully aware of the physical world in which I was walking, despite the lucid dream of another life, reeling through my conscious awareness. I had experienced this many times before, but this time both the wo

rlds were so vivid and clear, that negotiating the physical confines of this old city was challenging my ability to stay centered and grounded, here and now, knowing all is happening now!! Yes, I know, our heads are still working on that one, but I’m sure your heart can feel the truth, without a need to understand! In that moment my head and heart were just having to surrender!


I could feel the magnetic pull of The Wall drawing me closer and started to remember walking in a long, regal procession, on this holiest of days, to the Gates of the Temple, for a Blessing to the Holy Yaweh and Shekina. I snapped back into this world and as I entered the large square there was a sudden infusion of energy that came pulsing though me and emanated outward, in a spiraling ray of pearlescent light, above, below and all around! It stopped me in my tracks and had me take a deep gulp of air, that I sent down into the earth, then up into the heaven’s. Centre and ground, stay still, in silence, surrender, be invisible. Time appeared to stand still as everyone around me looked as if they were moving in slow motion, each seemingly aware of the perfection of their presence at this moment, now! It could have been hours or minutes that passed by, but suddenly I was jolted to attention by a kindly man, with a long fuzzy beard, inviting me to join their group for ‘Seder’ Dinner. I felt unsure at first, a little distrust and fear creeping to the surface, but in an instant and with a twinkle of his gentle eyes, I accepted with humble gratitude! There was only one thing, I had a mission at The Wall and this I must complete. Without explanation, he agreed to meet me back there in half an hour and I walked towards the sounds of wailing, ready to feel it all......!


....and so the story shall continue another day!!


Thank you for your patient presence in my telling of this story and please feel free to make comment below....


Infinite Waves of Love to You! ♥ྀ ´¯`•.¸¸.ི♥ྀ´¯`•.¸¸.ི♥ྀ


Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Holy Love & Dolphins 'Calling'!

I Am here on the Sacred Isle of Cyprus, a crossroads to the Holylands and a place to luxuriate in the Ocean of Love that was birthed her with Aphrodite! Her essence fills me night and day, with the exuberant feeling of potential possibility that we may all one day realise that every dear soul on this planet loves each other. I know this to be true, deep in my heart, although there are times when I feel the deep hatred, jealousies, envy, spite and malice of a world that has forgotten who we are!


There will come a day when we shall All awaken to the truth that All is Love. We come from Love, we are Love and we return to Love. All very easy to say and to intellectualise, to feel in a fleeting moment or to flow with in the dreaminess of day and night! Sustainability - this is the constant mastery in so many areas of Life on Earth.


I recall a time when I had spent quite a while in IsRaEl. I had led groups there in the early 90’s and felt my own deep connection to the land and culture of this Holyland, that was now politically divided by unnatural borders of continuing human power games! I felt a calmness, a peace, a pure joy, a love of all peoples, even though the physicality showed the duality of profound spirituality in contrast to disrespectful survivalism.


Years later I returned a number of times, on a ‘calling’ to work energetically with these sacred lands, the ancient depths of despair, the patterns of repeated dramas. At this time I had no funds and was in debt, but when there is a ‘calling’, signs appear around every corner! If I ignore it, the energies simply build up inside of me, making it so incredibly uncomfortable, that it is easier to take the leap of faith and make a move! I’ve often said, movement is my meditation! This happened with Israel, three years in a row, and each time I was in a minus financial situation, but by hook or by crook! I always seemed to manage to get there and do what I had to do, in weaving with the energetics!


I would prepare for at least a month beforehand, by soaking in Dead Sea Salts to connect with the ancient lands and purify with the crystalline elements. Everyday I would meditate and travel through the ethers to journey in ancient times and to past lives. I felt the trapped energies that called to be released; dove deep into my own shadows of knowing I Am that, I Am - there is nothing separate, it is All One! What is within me is outside of me ad vice versa!


As I surrendered and accepted my own connection to this Land of my Heart and Family of my Soul, I was able to dissolve and expand cellular memory that had been held for eons within the hu-man wounds of war! Linking directly to Source and with the humbling assistance of so many Masters, I found myself traveling in multiple dimensions of time and space, through the sacred geometries of natural chaos and perfect order! I felt deeply grateful to be able to be of service! Of course, there were times when my mind thought I was making it all up; that it was just an overactive imagination. After all my art teacher at school told me ‘You have such a vivid imagination, you could draw every hair on a bald man’s head’!


Thankfully I was always given so many very specific signs that I kept my faith, that all was flowing in accordance with the highest good of all, in the Universal River of Life! Stay in the moment and allow Grace to lead you! Years later, my bless’ed teacher and friend, Gerald, told me ‘never forget how spot on you are! and write FAITH in ever larger letters! The latter I continue to do and encourage you to do the same!


FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH


There is so much I could share in a multitude of words, but I choose to allow the vastness of what I wish to say, to exude from the sacred sounds contained between each syllable and the resonance of light in every extended vowel, spoken or even sung! Huh, you may already be thinking, ‘this is already a long story’! Yes and there’s much more, but that will come later in a book I’m writing, ‘BeComing Mary’! For now, I wish just to share a few snippets!


So, finally I would journey to Israel and be guided where to go and when. This would often be very specific and not always so simple. There was a time when I was in Eilat, on the Gulf of Aqaba; sensing The Way Moses journeyed in his search for the Promised Land. Here the dolphins had sung me forth, to work with them along a fault line and energy line that runs north to the Dead Sea, the Sea of Galilee and beyond to the source of the River Jordan, in Mount Hebron. I was shown the sacred geometries that interconnected across the Middle East, with Jerusalem (City of Peace), directly linked to Baghdad (ancient Babylon), to Damascus (site of sound temples) and to the Great Pyramids and Sphinx of the Giza Plateau. Interlocking portals that partly lay dormant and were also in desperate need of a purification through the eons of many realms of abuse and struggle to hold power over these gateways of energy; chakras of Gaia.


Everyday I would swim with the dolphins and sit in their wonderful presence, learning, remembering, awakening and working with them through the Electro-Magnetic Grids of the Unified Field. They taught me so much, opening me to such loving wisdom and playful artistry! These bottle-nosed dolphins, shamans of the the dolphin world, were brought from the Black Sea and kept captive in an enclosure. I had been sad to see them enclosed, but they assured me that ‘freedom is something we choose to have within’! I weaved with them for almost a week, when suddenly I awoke one day and knew I had to go to Jerusalem.


I packed my bags and went to ask about a flight or bus - Nothing, Nada! It was Friday, the day of the Sabbath, when there would normally be a limited bus service, but not today, it was the first day of Pesach, Passover! Despite this the ‘calling’ was too strong to ignore and I knew I had to get there by nightfall....


Watch this space for the next installment tomorrow, promise!

Going to swim in the Ocean of Love, as the Mermaid, I Am!

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

The Day Begins!

This morning I awoke to the joyful sound of birds, singing a song of wonder, to another glorious day, here on Mother Earth. Lying in the warmth of dreamy slumber, I glanced out of the window to the striking sun beams, of a new day about to begin! I am staying with two amazing friends, who live in the vibrant green mountains of Santa Rosa, California. In the comfort of my bed, I start my day, taking a few deep breaths, to fill every cell, every atom, every molecule... with the life giving food of oxygen!

I stretch as a lioness, awakening her body to the delights of the day, after a night of physical rest and rejuvenation. The dreamtime has been anything but quiet, in the worlds beyond worlds! As usual, I'd initially awoken with a bump, knowing I'd just 'landed' back into my body temple, after a night of adventurous journeys, in 'sacred play' with the cosmic realms of multiple dimensions! Traveling across our planet to assist with the continuously shifting templates, the human healings and the harmonising of ever changing realities; flying through the Universe to weave the web of Loving Light, with our friendly 'neighbours'! Like many of you, I have been aware of this since a child and still consider myself a facilitator and student on Mother Earth, as well as one who journeys to learn and teach, in the Temples of the 'Heavenly' Creation!

I breath in Divine Love, I breath out all that no longer serves. I send my roots down into the Crystalline Heart of Gaia. I am embraced by arms of Love and gifted with a pearlescent egg of Pure Life Force, to embody within my womb. In Loving Gratitude, I recommit to kindly caring for our Earth, in all ways, always.

I breath in Divine Light, I breath out and release the old, sending my branches up into the sky, connecting to the Golden Source of God/Goddess. I feel held by the wings of Love and showered with sparkling liquid Diamonds, that flow through and around me. In Deep Reverence, I am humbled to be of Service to All.

I breath in Divine Strength, I breath out and clear all blockages from the past, feeling a continual flowing waterfall and fountain of the Platinum Ray. I know I am a part of the whole and am shown a clarity yet to be told. In Clear Awareness, I trust that all purpose will unfold.

I breath in Divine Grace, I breath out and let go of all control, expanding the Flame of Love, as I hear my Heartsong merge with the sacred sounds of the spheres. In Silent Stillness, I have Faith that All is Well in the World... all is well.


I practice this simplicity of awakening each day and as I go to bed at night, taking moments in the day, to stop, breath and become more aware of being in this world and yet in the vastness of all worlds! It takes just four breaths.....

I roll over and put both feet on the ground, giving intent to walk through my day in balanced unity and conscious awareness, that every step is sacred. Slowly standing, I notice 'the view' of life from a higher perspective and wonder how that must have felt, when first beginning to move from crawling to walking as a young child...!? Most days I'm aware of how I can feel a little 'down' or depressed when I'm lying and yet, so much lighter and positive when I'm 'up'! It's good to be body conscious of these natural shifts in what generates a sense of vibrancy and how this can be dulled, just by certain movements and changes in the physicalness of our bodies. Sometimes it's a very subtle movement. I often simply remember opening my heart, opening my wings, lifting my chest, radiating more loving light from within..... it takes just a moment of conscious remembrance!

I quench the night's dryness with a fresh glass of water, drinking each sip with gleeful gratitude, at this necessary element of life. My Grandmother called it 'Adam's Ale', I choose 'Aphrodite's Spring'; both have the feeling of renewing the Fountain of Youth that I gratefully ask to bless All Life. Tears fill my eyes as I feel the emotional truth of my love for water; spiraling through us and all Life on Earth. Cleansing, purifying, forever changing, always choosing a path of least resistance.

Stripping off the silkiness of my night attire, I feel the freedom of my birth suit and the tingling sensation of the fresh morning air. Stepping under the warm flowing waters of the shower, I am in bliss! It's a place I could be for hours....! Constantly aware of this precious resource, I give thanks and intent that there is always an abundance of pure water, but stay just as long as is necessary, to clean and clear the night away. It is like a sacred cleansing and baptism that I give myself, morning and night. Even if I can't actually have a shower or bath, I choose to create this intent with a glass of water or a simple washing of my hands. It is a time when I always seem to find clarity very quickly, where I connect with our belov'ed rivers and oceans and the whales and dolphins of these wondrous waters. As I shower I say a prayer of Joyous Gratitude at the way life unfolds so many gifts of possible potential and miraculous moments and I feel my whole being fill with the exuberance and excitement of a new day..... I turn up the heat of the water for a moment, then off and a quick blast of cold water, to balance my Electro-Magnetic, Masculine-Feminine, Hot-Cold.... Remembering the Unity of Oneness!

I come into this day. In God. With God. By God. And for God

And I Choose to Live this day and close this day. In God. With God. By God. And for God

I AM God Protected. I AM God Purified. And I AM God Perfected. I AM God Supplied.

I AM God Healed. And I AM God Victorious over all limitations of this world

And I AM Grateful I AM Grateful I AM Grateful.

With every Breath of my Life. With every Beat of my Heart

I AM Grateful



....and so The Day Begins.....!


(Thank you to my dear Si*Star Sue for sharing the Prayer of Gratitude)


Sunday, April 25, 2010

BeComing Water


Have you ever felt like a fish out of water? As if you can't breathe and need to come up for air? Do you ever feel different to everyone and everything thing around you? In varying degrees and diverse circumstances, perhaps like You, I've felt this many times over.

One morning I awoke from a heavy dream, a glimpse of reality from my early twenties. I'd just arrived home to my family, after a year traveling the world, as my University of Life! They were eager to listen to my adventures and so I began to share stories of wonderful places, sacred spaces and beautiful faces..., but after just a short while, everyone seemed to be looking at me blankly, as if I were speaking another language. I stopped and suggested we had a cup of tea and cake - good 'ole English tradition, to bring the comfort of familiarty! They asked if I had photos and so I brought out a few from the dry Red Centre of Aboriginal Australia to the lush green mountains of Sumatra's jungle. With their encouragement, I briefly told tales of my many experiences, but very soon they were looking at me with glazed eyes, as if I were from some future time and they weren't able to grasp the concepts of my journey. 'Another cup of tea, dear' my Mother perked up, bringing everyone back to the ease of ordinary. I went quiet, not knowing whether to continue or not, trying to sense what was happening. I knew it was difficult to relate to experiences that were outside of your own world, but being one who is always interested in people and the diversity of life, I guess I've expected that from others too. More often than not, most people are content in their own world and to step outside the box is a scary prospect!

I felt like an outsider who had happened upon this family. I knew each of them so well and loved them deeply, but it seemed I was existing in another world at the same time. I felt like a fish out of water! When I fully awoke from my dream I knew that to survive, I must become the natural flowing water, that always takes the path of least resistance. I had to embody water, that shifts and changes, in order to exist in this more dense world. I was to accept all paths of possibility within each soul and choose The Way that allowed me to flow with Easy Grace and Loving Joy......

Story: A few years ago I was teaching a 'Playshop' - 'Magical Inspiration', with a beautiful group of young children. I asked them if they ever felt different and after a little hesitation, everyone of them put their hand up! They looked around in stunned silence and then beamed with delight! In their diversity, they found common unity! The dancing, playing and singing that day, rang with the of harmony of One Heart Song!

This is just a snippet as more shall flow forth another day... Please feel free to share your feelings and thoughts in the comments below....

Infinite Love, Alicia x


Leonardo da Vinci: "Water is the force that moves nature. If we study the way it moves through the air and across the Earth, I believe we can solve all the mysteries of creation"

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Worlds beyond worlds...

Hello to You My Dear Friend!

Thank you for blessing me with the Gift of your Beautiful Presence!

I encourage you to feel far beyond the letters on a page and the relative insignificance of each word strung together, in a fairly legible form! I hope that you can sense the resonance of joyous freedom that penetrates each sentence and feel the blissful bubbles of de-light, to awaken the imagination of your own heart and soul. Rather like looking at an abstract painting with many perspectives, there can be many meanings to each word and each sentence. Allow a fluidity of reading that can be interpreted in many ways, rather than getting stuck in the details and specifics. I encourage you to question, without needing an answer; to surrender, without knowing how; to feel more deeply and recognize who you are, is all of it!


In the beginning there was sound and it was sound that came into form. So it is in these minimal words that I attempt to express the creative sounds of a Universe beyond and within a Uni-Verse. I am a humble servant of The Source of All Life; my passage through time is of no real consequence, except to say, that the time lines of separation are now being recognized as emanating into a constant flow of energy, that will define all

reasonable, scientific logic. The awareness of inter dimensional travel will become more common place amongst those who are already of the understanding that there is more than what you see in physical form. We shall question less and realize more, the vastness of our varying realities of existence.


When we were children our imaginations allowed us to travel through portals of time with such magical ease that we truly believed all the mythical creatures and amazing sights that we beheld. Now it is a time to let ourselves flow back into the realms of an imaginary field, trustingly accepting other realities exist. In so allowing, we begin to have a clearer picture of the way we are moving forward, to recreate the simplistic and profound harmony of true peace in our world and the unlimited ocean of possibility!


It is so easy to become stuck in the rigid form of limitation that controls our psyche and keeps us in a box of entrapment. I believe we are truly able to step through these walls of illusion and create a new paradigm of sustainable harmony amongst all people, all beings! Let us remember that Love is at the Heart of all matter and as we focus our intent on Abundantly Loving, all else is secondary! Maybe then we shall stop repeating the same old stories of millennia and choose to experience the eternal and infinite Love, Joy and Peace that exists Now!


I've always been able to dream, to vision and imagine worlds beyond this micro picture of most people’s reality and yet, I have also been one who can find myself lost in the fearful concept that I must be crazy! Thankfully there have been enough specific

synchronicities and messages of truth, along this winding path of life, that have shown me the absolute precision and amazing divinity, of so many situations and experiences that most would dismiss as irrelevant dreams. Thank fully as the years have rolled on, we who felt 'different' have discovered so many soul family and friends who have awoken to the many 'worlds' of reality and truth!


I tend to be an observer, one who sees beyond the usual picture, to worlds within worlds and worlds beyond the beyond. Through times in chosen seclusion, I have watched intently, the sacred flow of nature and played excitedly in the webs of energy and weavings of every creature, seen and unseen! When I have immersed myself with people, amazingly, I often seem to be able to sustain the ability to look at life, as if through a magical looking glass, as well as through the 'normal' lens of 3D reality! In the silence I listen more clearly to the sounds of nature, that echo and vibrate through my heart and soul; mountains drumming the beat of power, trees serenading as strings of violins, flowers playing petaled xylophones; all in harmony with a New World Symphony of scintillating sound!


Let us tickle our senses, awaken our imagination and 'see' this world as the wondrous place it is, lightening each step along 'The Way'', weaving a web of infinite Love, to embrace the sacred path of One-Us!


We Live in a world where many suffer the wounds and pains of war, strife and separation - take someone's hand today and show them We Are One, that there is Magic Happening all around, that You Care, that We Are LOVE!


What matters in this Life is how well you have LOVED


I LOVE YOU!


Alicia


She'kina AnDaRa*